Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Out of control

My life feels totally out of control right now.  I would like the whole world to stop for a couple hours so I can catch up.  Our apartment (have I mentioned how much I hate this place?) is a disaster.  I'm not sure what Pnut and Little Dude do, but they can make a mess.  I'm also at a loss with LD's stomach issues. He poops 5 times a day!  That is a lot of diapers.  I know it's not his fault but it is getting crazy.  And I don't know what to feed him that won't cause problems.  I obsess with it.  I'm stressed out just thinking about what to give him when he wakes up.  I am living in total chaos and I think I'm at my breaking point.

I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.  But it is SOOOO far away.  14 days.  Doesn't sound like much but it feels like an eternity.  I actually put LD down for his nap and curled up and cried.  I know it is a little dramatic but I just can't take it.  I realize I have no choice and  I'm being a baby.  I can't help it.

I found this on Pinterest:
I'm going to pout on the sofa, while LD naps, and think about this.  Maybe it will help.  If not, I'll go to the gym when I pick Pnut up from school.


  1. I'm so sorry things haven't been going well, I totally have those days. Hang in there :)
    A thought, does LD have any food allergies?

    1. Thanks Kris. I've wondered about allergies too. The doctor didn't think so but I still have my suspicions.

  2. Hi Christy! i found your blog via a comment you left on another blog and since we share the same name it caught my eye. I read your About Me in the side bar and know exactly what you are talking about! My son is 5 and daughter is 3 and sometimes I am so overwhelmed by the mommy role and how much it consumes my life. I love being a mom but agree having a blog and being an athlete is an awesome outlet and helps me feel like I have not lost my identity to the mom role :) i hope you will check out my blog too

    Hope things are getting better with the pooping! 5 times a day is a lot.